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- slow cooking! woah
- 0104 - I just watched Eddy Burback's 'I hate my phone...'. I really enjoyed it. I am inspired to copy him. I fucking hate my phone. I fucking hate the internet. I hate getting upset at these people behind the screen, at knowing everything always happening everywhere, I fucking hate being plugged in. I might go buy a barbie phone.
- I bought a nokia 3210! I don't know why the fuck i did that, I spent $127 on a phone I didn't need. Dude. what the fuck. I don't know whether I'll return it or not, but it was a silly purchase. Ugh.
- I've been thinking a lot about corruption and degeneracy lately. When I was a kid, nothing scared me more than the idea of being corrupted by some evil force. Stories of fantasy people being overcome by evil, anecdotes about people leaving the Church. It horrified me that somebody could want to escape the established order. I've now become the think I feared. I see people look at me and see a corrupt soul, a deviant, a degenerate. I like it. It feels good to be corrupted. rip my immortal soul.
- I tried to be a good christian boy, I really did. I went to sunday school, i read the bible outside of that, i tried to be as sinless and holy as possible. I guess god just didn't want me.