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Currently Reading:

Leo Tolstoy

- ugggghhhgh why is it so longgg
- 400 pages in. It's finally getting interesting!!
- OMG VRONSKY NO! don't shoot yourself in the chest, your to sexy ahaha
- Levin got married? Unfortunately no longer based.
- Levin's brother (drugged-up commie) was always the best. Rip in peace king
- Omg alexie? loser. Ivanovna? Queen. Icon. Cunt.

G. Dimopoulos & M. Taylor-Sands

- In Aus, puberty blockers and hrt can be prescribed to children & adolescents if they have the capacity to consent. However, if there are any contradictions in what the child, parent and medical practitioners want/think, the Court must allow the treatment to go ahead.
- While having the court as an 'objective' party to oversee the decision seems good, there is a huge barrier to entry through time and money. As such, trans youth would be completely barred from (what is legally recognised as) life-saving and therapeutic treatment.
- In this article, based academics say this bad.

Cher Tan

- I was at this cool bookstore and I heard this one calling to me. I haven't deciphered it yet, lots of big words and references. But I'll get there.
- Too big words

Jeffrey J. Cohen

- I'm reading this for an assignment, but it's still very cool.
- This guy's got seven theses on monsters: what they are, what they represent, and how they reflect culture. Very cool.
- Thesis 1: The monster represents a time, feeling and place; it is an embodiment of a certain cultural moment, at the time it is written, and at the times it is read.
- Thesis 2: The monster always comes back. It's always read by a new audience, in a new cultural moment.
- Thesis 3: The monster can't be categorised or defined. Its very existence rebukes scientific, rigid or binary ideas.
- Thesis 4: The monster represents difference, and is an embodiment of the 'other'. This can be cultural, political, racial, economic or sexual. This creates and reinforces difference and discrimination.
- Thesis 5: The monster can be justifying (of nationalism, colonisation, etc.) or prohibitive. The monster reinforces the social order, by representing other orders as dangerous or depraved. The monster represents difference. The monster is bad. Therefore, it is bad to be different. The monster serves the dominant order by preventing people from expressing their difference.
- Thesis 6: Despite our repulsion and fear, the monster is desire. Through the monster, we can live out fantasies of aggression, domination or liberation, we can feel fear and adrenaline and physical stimulation. The monster allows us to explore the exotic lands of hermaphrodites, amazons, cannibals and pirates. Monsters are abjection manifest, and abjection is somewhere between desire and disgust.
- Thesis 7: The monster makes us look in the mirror. The monster asks us how we perceive the world and how we have misrepresented it. They ask us to reevaluate our cultural assumptions about gender, sexuality and race, and difference. They ask us to reevaluate uor tolerance to the expression of these differences. The monster asks us why we have created them.

Past Reads:

S. Sgourev & E. Aadland

- I read this for a sociology analysis, it was quite cool.
- I got an HD!
- It's about the pursuit of authenticity by intentionally violating social norms to demonstrate one's commitment to a subcultures.
- I learnt about Norwegian black metal, very cool. Very silly - like oh no, my life's so terrible as a middle-class Norwegian guy, I'm gonna go burn churches and desecrate graves. Lowkey losers.

Currently Listening To:

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- wouldn't it be cool if i had the time to figure out how to get spotify to go here? so i could have a real-time update on my music?
- That sure would be neat.
- I might have to connect spotify to last.fm, then pull the data from there? I dunno.
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Music:

Live

- This was my first big gig, it was so fucking good
- I forgot how much i love the crumpets.
- My nose ring got caught in some chick's hair, i got pulled around by my septum for a while. Ouch. Oh well, it's still in, just a bit bent
- I need to go out more. I had so much fun.
- They did cubensis lenses, new stuff, big hits, everything. It was so so good

Talking Heads

- so groovy! so soundsy!
- Born under punches - feels like the time I got way too high. But in a good way?
- Cross eyed is the same, it feels like being in a weird time loop. It should be uncomfy but it's just so groovy! Can't help but do a little dancey dance.
- Great curve - favourite so far. So funky.
- Once in a lifetime - feels meaningful and relevant to my life. I'm just too tired to understand it right now. Maybe something gendery? Time isn't holding up. Time isn't after us.
- This album so far feels like an uncomfortable but fun trip. What is happening. My brain doesn't really like it but my not-brain(?) does? Wack.

the Breeders

- ...
- ... woah
- Actually, pause, i'm gonna go get high and come back to this, i want to properly appreciate it
- I want nothing more than to be at a pool party in the 90s, holding a red solo cup in one hand, cigarette in the other, wearing jorts and a bikini with this playing.

Cocteau Twins

- ohh my god. this is amazing.
- Pitch the baby? The vocals? The bassline?? Holy moley.
- Anyone else get Mamma mia vibes from Iceblink Luck?
- 50/50 clown? Beautiful. Art.
- Heaven or las vegas. Amazing, obviously.
- !!! I WEAR YOUR RING!?!? HOLY FUCK! This is it. This is music. The vibes. The vocals. The reverb. The rhythm. 10/10. 11/10. Holy fuck. I cried a little.
- Wolf in the breast? The ending scenes/credits of your favourite movie. It's got that film grain, the freeze-frame, the nostalgia. Gorgeous.
- Road river and rail? Beautiful. Nothing more for me to say.
- Frou-frou. This is the song that i met the Cocteau twins through. I fucking love this song.
- All around? Phenomenal album. 11/10.

Sonic Youth

- This is it. holey moley. This is my sound.
- Kool thing!
- Mote!?
- MILDRED PIERCE!?!
- I fucking love this album

Violet Femmes

- I was expecting angry trans chicks. Like black dresses but 80s. A little disappointed
- I listened to this album as a kid. I never knew that.
- If I heard add it up when I was 15? Yikes. Great song btw.
- Confessions? Crazy
- Ugly? Spongebob-something smells?
- This album is great. A couple amazing tracks with a few mehs. But I like the vibes a lot. I never thought I'd like folky punk but here we are I guess.

Mid-Air Thief

- Ohhhh my god. I should be gatekeeping this.
- Get your best headphones, get stoned, go crazy.
- Not the kind of music I'd listen to day-to-day, but a sonic masterpiece. Holy fuck.

Radiohead

- nostalgia's a bitch

Nirvana

- Kurt Cobain is to me who Ryan Gosling is to incels and who Che Guevara is to communists (and me).
- Favourite Nirvana album.

Nirvana

- I have lots of thoughts about this album. But they're mine, fuck you

Car Seat Headrest

- My favourite album of late 2024.
- No, I don't want to talk about it